Man... it almost a decade from a millennium in like 2 years and half more and I'm 27 already. A decade ago people talk about entering the millennium age where humanity advance to new height and possibilities, the information age, the world without boundaries and bla bla, wtf? Do we really are? With the population rise, low food chains, price and blood wars, natural disasters and political recession. I thought my teenage time is much more better in terms of condition compare to now. Do you guys agree? We can see people are struggling everyday to keep their next meal plate enough for themself and their families while stuck in middle of traffic jam in so many hours, who knows we would only eat half plate each day and go to bed hungry in like 10 years. I can't imagine at a time where we would fight each other for sole purpose of survival. Do I need to decide to be like "Christopher McCandless" who run from society madness and died on bus dump on some tundra for the next 200 days?

When I walk to the open street I would see graffiti on wall says "Rape the wall, not the kids". Wow~ the wall speak better then the newspapers that we need to pay just to know whats happening. In truth it's still going on with kids and teenagers gone missing to nowhere. Here in Malaysia the ratio is like 7 kids in 2 days, thats really frightening. When I have my family how would I survive from such when the number increasing in each year.

There's a lot thing if I continue babbling, anyway I'm but a fool idiot who can't do anything about it nor do I could alone bring a change to it, where the mindset of people justifying the one who win is the hero regardless his a villain or not, dirty politicians, movie stars, racists or gangs.

For me the millennium was never but a celebration of the 2000 years of successfully crucified Jesus. Do the people during the millennium of 1000 also celebrate in the same manner or does really the year number matter most? Or does the order,peace and prosperity he bring is worth traded with the the condition that we having now for the sole of principal and believes?

Should 2010 comes by I already in my 30's, 2020 in my 40's and likely should I survive the world madness by 2050 I'm 70's. Time moves abrasively fast. At this moment, if I have thought about my past I can summarize it in like 10 seconds and puff! I'm 70 at age. I will tell these to my grandkids and they'll say;

"What are you talking about granpa and did you just fart?"

The only thing I could do is simply reveal my toothless grin.

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